Hello everyone! I hope all is well with you. I’m back today with another chemo update. This one is late in coming because of the holidays and the emotional issues that go along with chemo.
I was prepared for the physical side effects, but sad to say the emotional ones have blindsided me. I wasn’t prepared for the anxiety and depression that seems to go along with treatment.
The anxiety hit me like a runaway freight train. One day I was fine, the next day I started worrying about everything. Even little everyday things seemed to cause an inordinate amount of stress for me. Couple that with the stress of raising two little boys and there are some days I’m wired tighter than a piano string.
I was able to get some anti-anxiety medication and it seems to help, but I still feel anxious sometimes and it makes me want to curl up in a ball and hide out until this process is over.
Of course, I still have some physical symptoms like the nausea, but that’s not as bad as it was in the beginning, which does help. The newest side effect is the numbness in my hands and feet. This is scary for me, because it generally goes away when you finish chemo, but it can be permanent. So of course, this causes me some anxiety as well, but there’s really nothing I can do about it except pray that it’s not permanent.
However, it does help to write about all of this, it eases some of the anxiety, and hearing from all of you helps. Your kind words and prayers make me feel less alone in this battle.
I also have a wonderful support system. My hubby who has picked up a lot of the slack even though he has encountered some health issues of his own. My family and my husband’s family as well as colleagues from work have all stepped forward and made offers of assistance.
I want to say thank you to everyone who has assisted me at this time in my life. I’ve been blessed by not only strong family members and colleagues, but by authors, editors, and publishers as well. Thank you so much for your support and prayers they mean a lot to me. Thank you. I am truly blessed.
18 thoughts on “Chemo Update Number Seven”
Hi Lisa, thank you for sharing your update. May you have a wonderful Christmas holiday with your family. Praying specifically for comfort when worry tries to envade your thoughts. So glad that you are blessed with a great support team!
Thanks for stopping by A Leisure Moment and thanks for the prayers and positive thoughts. 🙂
Hugs, Lisa. You’ve got enough on your plate lately, and I’m so happy to read the awesome support system you have in place. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, and wishing you and your family all the best during the holidays. May 2015 be better, brighter, and healthier for you!
Thanks Sharon! I appreciate all your support as well! 🙂
Saying prayers for you and your family.
Thank you Sarah, they are greatly appreciated! 🙂
Sending you lots of love and prayers and (hopefully) luck to you! 😀
Thanks thiskidreviewsbooks! I appreciate the love and prayers! I hope you have a great Christmas!
Hang in there, Lisa. Best wishes this Christmas and New Year.
Thanks ProteanMom! I appreciate your warm wishes! 🙂
Love and prayers, Lisa!
Thanks Jane! I appreciate it! 🙂
Sending you love and peace and all the hugs.
Thanks Bronwyn! I appreciate all your positive vibes! 🙂
I’m sending you healing vibes and hope that all will be back to normal for you soon. My thoughts and prayers are with you my friend!
Thanks Lisa! I appreciate the healing vibes and prayers! 🙂
Thanks for sharing your update, Lisa. I think of you each day. I’m so glad you have a wonderful family support system! Praying the rest of your treatments go well and your body strengthens physically and emotionally. Prayers going up!
Thanks Sara! I appreciate your prayers and well wishes!